the story..

This is the story of a child who had come to be snatched from the warm,safe,caring bosom of a nurturing loving mother and thrust into the dysfunction of a bitter old man and his loyal, obediant wife. She in fact, bound by the vows of a loveless marriage.


The boy remembers much of mother, whom in his eyes, was nothing less than a saint. However, according to the nasty,alcoholic grandfather, she was nothing of the sort.You see, mother had gotten herself pregnant out of wedlock and had been tainted by a good for nothing "gangster type" and had become an embarrasement to the family name..


While boy struggles through puberty,he begins to live his life dictated by the behaviors and beliefs instilled into his fragile little mind from the many years of major dysfunction that had become his world. As an adult he destroys all his succeses with the belief he is undeserving. Not knowing of course what drives the destruction..


Being the son of a gangster and a whore had presented to him many challenges throughout his coming up. As a child he was taught the things about who he was and what he would become, as a man he lived them.


So now the boy is man, and finally, as full grown, he sees who he truly had become from the years of carrying on with the destructiveness that had been his way.. The way he was told.
Now, armed with this knowledge about who he is and why he is, can he find his true path for a happy fulfilling life, or is it to late for him..